Letter from hospital

[NikkiB]

Still no AF.

I've convinced myself that I have no eggs left so therefore don't ovulate!

I'm trying to resign myself to having just one child, but Jeff says I'm being too premature.

I think I'm trying to protect myself from bad news, i.e. already expecting the worse :roll:

[jayne]

it mite still happen but aleast u r proecting yourself but i think u will have another baby

[Shell]

Oh Nikki you are bound to get yourself all uptight but look at Rach that shows we hav ehope. Look at what she went thru to get Mitchell and now she's expecting her 2nd child without any help.
Love
Shell.xx

[Laurap]

Aww Nikki it must be so hard thinking that you may never have children again but i would say never give up hope. You and Jeff are a great couple and really hope it happens for you. xx

[Annalisa]

awwww, been there,
hope you're ok x

[Mamabird]

it is natural to want to protect yourself from it all

But rach is a perfect example why not to give up some hope, just becuase you have no af doesnt mean your not producing eggs i didnt have an AF for 4 months after my second MC then on the 4th month i got pg with Deacan but it shows even tho i had no bleeding for 4months that i still was producing eggs

i know 4months is alot shorter then yours

xx

[NikkiB]

Thanks girls.

I'm just down about everything and so think the worst at the moment.

I don't know why I do it to myself, but I keep thinking of Grace and what it would be like to have her here with Braden :roll:

I know this is stupid as Braden wouldn't be here if I hadn't lost Grace but that's how my crazy mind is working at the moment!!!!

[Jules]

Aww, hun, I'm sorry that you're feeling so down. You've got a lot on your mind at the moment and it must seem like forever until you can have your hospital appointment and can hopefully get some reassurance. And you're bound to have thoughts about Grace and Braden being together because both of them are your babies. Thinking of you.

Love Jules

[Lyn]

Nikki

Big hugs hun

It must be so hard for you i hope your appointment isnt far now

Lyn xxx

[XXxKatiexXx]

Nikki,

This must be so hard for you hun. I don't know the story about Grace but I am really sorry hun.

Hope you get your appointment soon hun.

Good luck with it all.

Take care.

Katie xx